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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uelHwf8o7_U

 

最近真的好忙~

忙得都快分身乏術了...

 

夜幕低垂時分, 總算~ 結束了一天繁瑣的工作

像是洩了氣的皮球般耗盡元氣

拖著疲憊的身軀鑽進車內~ 歇息了一會兒才上路...

 

開車回程的途中~

遠眺南方疊層的山巒映襯泛紫的天際

雖美景入簾, 內心卻有股莫名的孤寂感受...

無意識的... 竟重覆的不斷聽著這首歌   

 

沉浸在這旋律~

咀嚼著裡頭不尋常近乎變態的歌詞

感覺莫名的契合...  像是在茫茫人海中找到了知己~

手依舊握著方向盤~

但原本由疲累昏沈的心境, 卻不由自主的

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漸漸......

 

雙眼凝視的前方… 似乎越來越模糊

渾囤中...

許多的過往片段一頁頁的在腦海快速閃過

像是投射在擋風玻璃上的映影

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清楚感覺心頭的揪結...

深刻的痛楚一波波襲來~

也夾雜著自我潛意識不淨的心思

開始交錯著上演...

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畫面竟這般真實~!

也明白自己... 正貪著其中~

卻不甘願放下這氣血....

情願任由它翻騰

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知道自己該怎麼做....

當下卻不願意..... 放手!

頓時心裡已闢另一個戰場也在交戰拉扯著!

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夠了沒~!?

明知不可為而為之!

清楚明瞭這般滾熱~

不過是股毫無意義的氣血!

自己卻矛盾的....不願脫離這情緒的禁錮~

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知道呀~~ 但又何其容易!?

另一邊... 又遭受貪嗔的黑色巨浪奇襲反撲~

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@#^$%*!&.....

 

 

「知  道」 頃刻間怎麼竟然變成兩件事!?

不是該融合貫通, 一氣呵成的嗎?~

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真是夠了~! 

這算哪門子的男兒當自強?

應拿出本事 "聽之以氣" 的能入能出!

該砍當砍, 該斬則斬~!!

 

但........

這場自我內心得失榮辱的戰役

不時出現相競對待的念頭~

就快要讓我無力招架....

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待回神時, 已不知經過多少的路口....

就在一念之間~

看到了自己的存心...

也終於......

真的甘願了~

嘗到了含融一切的滋味~~

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連番銼銳的交戰中....

驚覺這其中竟重疊如此多層次

著實可敬可畏~!!

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唉........

我真是夠了!

 

 

 

 

 

 

  

Love the Way You Lie / Eminem & Rihanna 

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well, that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight

High off of love, drunk from my hate
It's like I'm huffin' paint and I love it, the more I suffer
I suffocate and right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me
She fuckin' hates me, and I love it

Wait, where you going? I'm leaving you, no, you ain't
Come back, we're running right back, here we go again
It's so insane, 'cause when it's going good, it's going great
I'm Superman with the wind at his back

She's Lois Lane but when it's bad, it's awful, I feel so ashamed
I snap, "Who's that dude?", I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her, I never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well, that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much, you could barely breathe when you with 'em?
You meet, and neither one of you even know it hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling, yeah, them chills, used to get 'em
Now you're gettin' fuckin' sick of lookin' at 'em

You swore you'd never hit 'em, never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each others face spewing venom in your words when you spit 'em
You push, pull each others hair, scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down, pin 'em, so lost in the moments when you're in 'em

It's the race that took over, it controls you both
So they say you'd best to go your separate ways, guess that they don't know ya
'Cause today, that was yesterday, yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playing over

But you promised her, next time you'd show restraint
You don't get another chance, life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again, now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it "window pane"

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me
But when it comes to love, you're just as blinded

Baby, please come back, it wasn't you, baby, it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though

Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the drywall

Next time? There won't be no next time
I apologize, even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games, I just want her back, I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fuckin' leave again, I'ma tie her to the bed
And set this house on fire

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

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